I don’t have a problem with doctors, I’m just not fond of going because I always get nervous.
Mum wants to take me to a doctor at some point to find out what’s up with me; I keep getting really bad headaches and I actually came home early from school today because I had one. Doesn’t help that I’m tired, stressed, and mentally feel crappy… I’ve been getting by with some migraine medication that we have lying around, but that’s just a short term fix, she wants to find out what’s actually wrong. I do too, I just don’t have the energy or patience to see a doctor. Oh well, it’ll have to happen at some point.
It was sad to say the least. Everyone was very emotional, even me -which I must admit is strange but I have my reasons- but I think it was more because everyone else was crying… Even under the unfortunate circumstances, it was nice to see a lot of my friends again who I don’t often see. In fact I hadn’t seen some of them in several months, but we were all sad and most people ended up crying at some point.
I’m drained, otherwise this would be much more detailed and probably a lot longer, but I just don’t have the energy for that right now.
Today we finished school at 12:05pm because a teacher’s husband died and it’s his funeral today, and tomorrow I’m leaving early to go to another funeral. The guy whose funeral I’m going to was only young and I can’t help but feel horrible for those who were closer to him. I didn’t know him that well, though I had met him once or twice, but I have several friends who were closer with him. It’s a shame something like this has happened, and my heart goes out to everyone involved.